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Dear Edge,

I am having a difficult time interpreting what your comment about Dr. Faraway was referring too; was I simply wasting my time, and is this Triple Negative Cancer already metastasizing throughout my body?

If so, it would be nice to know so I'd get my act together; will, divorce, donating my body to research, cleaning the house, selling the old truck, dumping the gazillion sizes of clothes acquired over the years.  No one helps me; I live in this white-bread town whose main activities are church and high-school football.  I would likely return home or go to Maine or Nova Scotia and live out the remainder of my time on the planet.  However, these physicians tell most. many, absolutely nothing regarding the future expectations and conditions of their disease. do not give blood tests, or any tests regarding a "time", "when", and/or "how to plan for the future".

I love Gordon Bok and his music.  Difficult to find; but lovely to listen too.
Thank you so much for your gift, Ragland Days with Van Morrison (I have admired, loved and adored his music since I was a child!  I can't believe I never heard the beautiful song you posted; it is my favorite song (for now); but the Radio International has been turned on since I turned it on for the first time.  I love you, C, and without shame or dirty thoughts; you are a fine and beautiful spirit whom I will always hold as a "true and loving angel in my heart"!

I am seriously considering ending these doctor visits, hospitals, treatments, lost and sudden uncaring family, friends, colleagues, artists, and my DH.

Lies...they infuriate my soul, frustrate the brain, and burn the truth and beliefs in love I held close to all things throughout my life.  The hospitals are impossible, a careless and greedy attitude prevails, you go through these dreadful experiences, and are left alone to wonder; what, when, what happens, how, what are the signs; what are we supposed to expect and do to prepare for the ultimate outcome?  I am not frightened, simply aggravated, annoyed and tired.

Here's the only Gordon Bok song I could find relating to how I feel. amd few are available on U-tuge; too bad.




There are some "greats" to listen to as well on the accompanying play-list.




Love you, Constantine; thank you so much for your heart, soul, kindness and thoughtful intellect.  ((((little hugs, big hugs, or medium hugs)))

Love,
Indi

I have almost) completed a Sculpture, in your honor, entitled, "Constantine's  Edge"....I think.   I need to add some cast glass parts to the rocks, and along with several other sculptures for friends I adore; I need to take pictures after I complete them.  They are not too large; but they are rocks...

I was hoping you would have a USA address to use, but haven't checked your Breastcancer Watch Site (looking quite polished and organized, by the way).  I hope it isn't inappropriate to send Rpcks, Steel and Glass to our mentors; if you hate it, just toss it in the garden.  Limestone, Travertine, Granite, agates and some tiny precious stones (keep, send, sell, or auction).

It's an expression of your kindness to me, and so many others; somewhat abstract, figurative; Mother Nature created the parts; I found then and listened to the winds of the galaxy.  Have a beautiful week, dear sweet, Edge!



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Indi:

 

I have decided to more appropriately answer you at your private email (at excite.com) rather than here, so look for an email from me.

 

Thanks for the music!

 


Constantine Kaniklidis
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edge@evidencewatch.com 

 

 

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Dear Constantine,
I find versions of Leonard Cohen's singing "Susan", and truly believe the angels came to him, and they wrote this song for our dear Gina:




Since I am useless (physically back and knees put me "out" for a few days; I go to the net, try to avoid my favorite sites...and the I found this song by Paul Parrish, and he was a favorite singer of mine back in high school; I couldn't believe I found any of his music; he was kind of a flash in the pan.  He wrote beautiful songs, and then disappeared.  I don't think there were many copies made of his first album; I loaned mine to a friend who probably donated it to the local Landfill.  He and Dan Fogelberg were upcoming hotties at around the same time; but I was never much of a "groupie".  I loved a few, and these two were some of the finest:




Edge.

You are a friend to us all.  Thank you.  This is so old; I am astounded and still can't believe I found this musician and some of LEONARD COHEN songs on u-tube.  I'm adjusting to the incredible programming you forwarded to anyone interested in good music.  It requires two computers in the same vicinity to truly enjoy and feel like you're doing something important at the same time. 
Thank you again for the sight.  I love it! 

More to add...later. I Love this Leonard Cohen song, and the video's are lovely on both of the following songs:  So Long, Marianne


A little Leonard Cohen to make you smile...



Love,
Indi




I know this is likely a strange L.C. Song with Frieda Callo's paintings as a humble twin to the heart of his words, poetry, and voice.  However, it express all I have been feeling, for years. 

I don't know if too many would relate to the impressions or the words; but I am overwhelmed, as always, by both of the artists and how it is they colorfully and dramatically emphasize the sorrows of life, lonliness, illness and the contining love for creation and living life (no matter how bitter, lonely or difficult, they never surrender; they are brilliant, brave and beautiful).

Thanks for listening to my ramblings...it's bee a turbulent few weeks; you and a few others understand without having to second guess how it goes.  Hearts and hugs.

Indi

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